I have a lot of feelings about belonging, about team work, about accepting my limitations, about frustration, about feeling my youth slip away. I have thoughts about disappointment, and what it’s like to cause it, and have it. To ask about belonging, about replacing emotions with actions, and actions with emotions, and finding the balance. About how to be authentically myself, about strength of personality, and cults of personality. About how is friendship formed, how I mine for community. But just gonna BWALO instead and hope it all works out.